Pink and Blue Collide!!

The other day I was getting Toby ready in the morning, and had Caris in his bed too (which frequently happens).  Toby's care is pretty extensive in the morning...and I looked down to notice that Caris and Toby's blankies were lying next to each other on the bed.  Such irony, I guess.  Up until 4 months ago, our house and my world, was just a world of boys.  I was completely okay with that - love boys (even the rowdiness to a degree).  When I was pregnant with Toby (our third), didn't really even want a girl; just content with the way things were.  Then, as time drew closer for me to have our fourth (we didn't know gender), for the first time in 6 years, I had such a strong desire to have a girl.  I am the oldest of 3 girls - very close with both of my sisters and my mom, it sparked a desire to have that same kind of relationship with my own daughter.  I imagined 18 years down the road when my boys will leave me to be with their own wives...let's face it that old adage "you lose your sons" is true.  Then God saw fit to bless us with a precious baby girl.  I didn't think I would really get into the clothing, hair bows, and fun accessories (up until this point tights and hair bows scared me.  I enjoyed the simplicity of the buzzed hair cuts and boys' clothing - it's much faster out the door in the morning),but my view has changed.  Bruce can barely keep me out of the Carter's store - their sales kill me, and I enjoy buying dresses and all the fun things for a girl!!  The other part of this is the love that the boys have for their sister.  All 3 of them just adore Caris, Toby is enamored.  We were really nervous about having this fourth baby - up until her birth Toby was scared of kids 12months-2 years old, and would cry when they were around him.  However, things have been wonderfully different - God answered our prayers and Toby just LOVES his sister.  He thinks she is his baby and constantly wants to hold her.  God has certainly blessed us with this precious daughter and she has completed our family.  We have now closed the book on my "child-birthing" years, our family is complete!