Saturday, August 6, 2011

Why I Run

I really do love to run.  There's something exhilarating about having an end goal and reaching it.  It truly is in my blood - have you noticed that people either love running or you hate it?  It started when I put my first pair of shoes on in eighth-grade track!  In those days (and through high school) I ran the two-mile relay, the mile, two-miler, and get this - hurdles!!  Yup - you heard me...hurdles - these short legs ran hurdles.  (My mom held the record in the same high school for awhile on the 100-meter hurdles - and we are the same height!).  I wasn't ever very good at it, never went to states.  I would place a few times, improve my times, but I doubt I'll ever place in the top-three in my age bracket in any race - even when I'm 60 and still running (hopefully if my knees don't give out!).  This year I've decided to run the Columbus 1/2 Marathon - my training is spotty at best (with 4 kids, a child with special needs, and a busy schedule it's hard for me to find the time to consistently run every day), but I'm trying!
I have a few reasons for decided to run this race this year. One is because this will be my first 1/2 marathon. I've ran a few longer races through the years - the Crim (10 miler) in Flint, Michigan, a few 5K's, and then ten years ago was my longest race - a 30K (18.6 miles) in Hilliard - it was a race that was a part of the Columbus Marathon Training circuit.  I haven't ever run a marathon, but my goal is to do one either next year or the following.  I've always wanted to run one, but the last nine years haven't been conducive to training for a race like that.  Finally, I think our kids are at an age where I might have time to train a bit!  
The second reason I want to run this race is that I am using it as a tool to raise money for Marathons for Moms.  (Please go to the web-site and read about their purpose!)


So this year I am running with a purpose - to raise money for M4M.  It's a fund-raiser that is close to my heart especially after having Toby.  When I was pregnant with him we found out at 21-week through ultrasound that he had Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus, and ultimately a high risk doctor even presented us with the choice to terminate my pregnancy.  For us it wasn't something we even considered, but for many out there they feel it's their only option.  Many unborn babies, especially ones with special needs are NEVER given a chance at life.  Let's be honest, society doesn't exactly treasure children, let alone children that will need many resources (education, money, therapy) for their entire lives.  So in a way I run for Toby - because of God's grace, we had the knowledge and resources to have our baby and give him the best possible life.  I run for all those babies out there that need a chance, but ultimately I run for Christ.  I heard this song this morning while I was attempting a 7-miler.  It's by Barlowe Girl and it's something I am striving to do even though I fail miserably.  See the words below.  Also if you would like to support my efforts - it's just a $1.00 per mile donation (that's $13.10) and if you are a runner and feel led - you can also join the fundraising effort by going to the link that says "Marathons for Moms".  Any person can do it - in any race they are running (or walking too!!) across the entire nation.  Here's the link to my fundraising page. Carrie's page 

"Keep Quiet"




Jesus, Jesus why's your name offensive
Why are we so scared to tell this world You've saved us
When all of the hope of the world's in Your name, yeah
Why are we so scared to say
Oh Jesus Oh Jesus

If I avoid to speak Your name
Tell me would You do the same to me
If relevance becomes my goal
Tell me will I lose You to its hold
But if I keep quiet they'll never see I'm different

Jesus, Jesus why's your name offensive
Why are we so scared to tell this world You've saved us
When all of the hope of the world's in Your name
Why are we so scared to say
Oh Jesus, Oh Jesus

I'm sorry I cared about my name more than Yours
I'm so sorry how could I hide You anymore
But if I keep quiet
They'll never see I'm different

Jesus, Jesus why's your name so offensive
Why are we so scared to tell this world You've saved us
When all of the hope of the world's in Your name
Why are we so scared to say
Oh, Jesus Oh, Jesus Oh, Jesus

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